DEAR ISSAC,
realised i haven been blogging more and more..
so lets blog with boring words and no pictures cause im simply too lazy to upload them..
life is abit sian now, but then exam period now mah. what to do? haha
i will confirm play and enjoy during holidays that i will even forget going home xD
my life so far is everyday studying and saving up money hahaha..
want to do good for my EOY so i can play with ease during holiday..
want to save up money to pamper myself with good food, shopping spree and all sorts of enjoyment during the holiday..
i am not under going any stress
i dont have love problems
i dont have family problems
cash flow problems are solved
so it means that im happy and happy go lucky girl now..
and that leaves with myself.
i started having this 'hobby' of being alone..
i go out alone, do everything alone..
i WANT to be alone. but im nt sad or anything..
is that good or bad?
i dont tell people how i feel now, nor tell them any problems im facing..
reason being is, whenever my friends complain abt their problems, i will be thinking abt mine [if i have any problem]. it makes me feel pathetic too and i want to talk it out. but it seems like whenever i say ' i feel very troubled too' or ' i feel so sad too' my friend's face will change 360 degree drastically. i wonder if its my imagination or did they really really find it a nuisance to hear me talk out that i dont want to tell them anymore.
LOL. yesterday was soooo angry with the doctor.
i listened to miss tan's advice and went to amk polyclinic for my toes.
i spent half and hr waiting to see the doctor.
when im finally inside, the doc just looked at my toe, asked me some simple questions and gave me a refer letter to KK hospital and say they will cut away the blood clot thr.
and he began shaking my toenail and told me that my toe is bleeding inside.
i gave him that retarded face instantly.
HALLO ! OF COURSE I KNOW MY TOE IS HAVING INTERNAL BLEEDING? OR ELSE WHY IS IT BLUE?
and i spent another 20 mins for the nurse to give me the refer letter =/
wasted my time sia.
today injured my middle finger.
first time something hurt until i teared.
lol now i finally whats the feeling like..
its so uncontrollable.
one instant your feeling the pain frm the injury,
next instant w/o even knowing, you feel tears in yr eyes.
but i still can write so ok lor.
saw lester today when i was on my way to school : D
he loooked so different!
prob because he was wearing specs
anyway i cldnt wait till band camp starts yeah!
den can play with lester shingrong and cassandra again !
KIMLI<3
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